By Her- Lets continue here

Lemme explain the way this blog works.


All the posts that he and she wrote in the last few months were about events and memories in retrospect , in a chronological sequence. They occured in the past, long before they got together.


Lets continue here....


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In her last post, she told the story of the house inspection on his birthday in June, and their first meaningful conversation in the Chocolate Bean, and how she felt he was different....she thought, maybe it wasn't a bad idea to open her heart for this man...


And in his last post , he told the story of her trip to Sydney in July..and how unstable she was , how mean she was to him...


So, lets continue here...


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This was still in June, before she went to Sydney.


She was probably the most unstable woman he's seen in his life. One moment she told him to stay for 5 more mins on the phone...another moment she was beyond his reach.


He was right, she didn't know what she wanted anyway.


She believed she had a huge calling in her life and she refused to be distracted. She believed singlehood was the only way to serve God and pursue dreams in life.


She believed he's a good man, but even then she turned him away. She was very mean to him, almost icy cold to him. She rejected most of his invitations. She answered his call when she felt like it.


In her prayer, she asked God to take him away.


But, how come there was this persistent small voice in her ear that told her ,' He is wonderfully made by Me, he's a blessing from Me to you. Take it. '


She didnt believe this was God's voice. 'Must be the devil trying to distract my attention. God, take him away...''


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He was really nice to her, even to the point of compromising his own needs and emotions.


She needed a lot a lot a lot of personal space. Do not come near me unless I say so!


So he gave her the space. He often dropped by her house, left good stuff in the powerbox outside her house to surprise her. Yet he wouldn't ring or come in the house unless he was invited.


He told her, 'I will defend you even against myself.'


Silly but a smart man too.


She was impressed by his perseverance and wisdom to drawback or advance.


The whole world knew he liked her very much.


Yet, she would never give him any promise. She couldnt deliver it.


She must be the strangest girl he'd met.


--- To be continued---