She forgot to mention this...something that she almost forgot.
Something that she thought about when it was in June, this was before his birthday.
He had a job offer in Melbourne. He was torn between going or staying, and he asked her.
She gave him a very neutral answer, go wherever God's called you.
She wasn't sure if he was dropping hint to her, 'so do you want me to stay or go...just ask me to stay and I will stay on in Adelaide...'
But of course he did not say this. This was just her imagination, and she did not want him to stay anyway...'Please don't tell me that you will stay for me...or I will run.'
She did not need to carry this invisible responsiblity.
Yet, deep down inside.....she hoped he would stay on for her. She really did.
Days later he said he'd decided to take the job in Melbourne and signed the contract.
Her heart sank a lil bit. Okay, so she drew the line. That's it. She was right, most men and him included, place their dreams on top of her. She was not important enough to make then/ him stay.
That's it. He was leaving anyway, why would she invest her emotions in vain?Of course not.
In her heart she had already said bye to him.
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